This girl...

For the first time I looked at her. I mean REALLY looked at her. She was by far the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. But it wasn't only her physical appearance. Her body just seemed to radiate goodness, kindness, and innocence. In all the books I have read and all the plays I have seen, all the conversations I over heard, and everyone I had ever encountered myself, I had never heard of someone who was or who could be so pure of heart. Either she was as pure as I took her to be, or she was the best actress I had ever seen.

It was more than any man could bear, let alone a man who had avoided contact with humans until then. I felt like my emotions were taking over my mind and my body. It was new to me considering I had never been partial to whims and fancies before.

For the first time, I realized how strong my emotions really were for her. I never thought that I could be won over so easily. I thought it would be near impossible to fall in love. But she had managed to get me to fall in love and not even realize it. She had gotten to me through my backdoor after all. Just certainly not in the way I had originally thought. Oh, she ambushed me alright. But it was not to kill. But she had made it quite impossible to keep living the way I was living. I needed her. Not once a day. All day.